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my little world. In that world I am my husband and two lovely sons. We are a drunken family. But my husband took great care of us. The children who were brought up with hard work studied well and got good jobs.
One day I noticed a lump inside my breast. Earlier I didn’t bother much about it. I was just saying that it will happen. But the lump remained there for a few days.
Bikki Bikki is trapped in the bathroom!
After that time, I began to suspect that it might be a symptom of breast cancer. So I immediately started watching videos on YouTube. Seeing this, I fell standing there. I began to fear that my suspicions would turn out to be true. Son was at home that day. I couldn’t help but feel sad. I went to the bathroom and shouted loudly that if I entered the house, my son would know.
I was afraid that the children might get married!
Hundreds of thoughts were running through my mind at that time. Defeating all the difficulties of the house, the children went on a stage. Despite the good life, the fear of cancer started troubling. I am not I felt very sad that day that I could not see the happiness of the children with my own eyes. I could not even discuss the matter with my husband and children.
I missed my son and left him!
It is not wrong to say that I lived like I died that day. Only my body was breathing, but my mind was not under my control. I cried sitting alone in the room. My son was horrified to see this and when he asked what it was, the mother-in-law caught hold of him and screamed loudly. For me, my children are the five souls. They are my world. I told everything to my son that day. He was also very sad to hear my words. His eyes became one. However, my son gave me courage.
Mother, don’t imagine. Of course nothing happened. Are you healthy, if necessary, do go to the doctor once. He said that then your doubt will be resolved. Earlier, he said that he would inform his father about this matter. But I could not muster the courage to tell my husband about this. However, I mustered up courage and told him about it. He also took courage in the same way.
What did the doctor who did the test say?
The next day I took my son to the doctor and the doctor examined me and took my blood. He told me that he will tell me the result. We do not know how many times I prayed to that God that my husband and children should not get cancer. The next day the doctor called and told that the report has come. Me and my son went to the doctor. The doctor didn’t tell me anything. But the whole thing was told to my son. What happened when he called his son when he came home? What did the doctor tell you? I asked The son said, “What’s the matter, are you safe?”
But seeing my son’s face, I understood everything. Yes the doctor has confirmed that I have breast cancer. My son told me about this after my husband came home. That news was like a thunderbolt. There was gloom in our house. We all had tears in our eyes including my husband.
Nobody had much to talk about!
I can’t tell you how many tears I shed that day why God gave me such a big disease. Had to face this difficulty in life. Despite the encouragement of my husband and children, I agreed to the operation. But I have given a condition to my family that no one should know about my illness.
I am very active woman. I was the one who laughed with the family and was loved the most. If they come to know that I have cancer then surely everyone will come to meet me. They shed tears seeing me. This makes me shrink further. That’s why I hid this thing from everyone. Only a few people in my close family knew about it.
Cancer had crossed the second stage!
There are several stages in breast cancer. I had crossed the second level and entered the third level. Therefore, preparations were made for the operation as soon as possible. I am hard working. I had been telling everyone to be brave for so long and I was afraid that I would go into operation or even survive. I was so sad. But the God I believed in didn’t leave me. The operation was successful.
I Lost My Hair From Chemotherapy!
The operation was successful. But after a few days the doctor gave a second blow. He asked me to undergo chemotherapy. They also said that this treatment will make your hair fall out. Hearing this, I shrank even more. Hair is like a boon for girls. It enhances our beauty. But because of this cancer, I had to give up my desire for hair. I dared to do something else.